Satu lagi yang terinspirasi . . .

-AKU INGIN-

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
Dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api
yang menjadikannya abu...
Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
Dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan kepada hujan
yang menjadikannya tiada...

Sapardi Djoko Damono

" Maka dilorong itu ia berjalan. Menahan gerombolan rasa yang datang keroyokan setelah membaca kertas berisi kata-kata indah karya Sapardi Djoko Damono. Pikirannya berkecambuk ingat akan hal yang ingin dilupakan. Sebelum hujan mendahului katanya. Karena saat itu memang hujan sedang menahannya untuk tetap diam dilorong. Dingin. Membuat kertas itu lusuh dipegangnya terlalu erat. Ia tak pandai bersembunyi. Ditanya jawab tidak pun mereka mampu baca dari lamunannya yang seakan berkata :

Biarkan kini aku dipangku mimpiku sendiri
Sebentar saja
Inginnya meminta lebih lama
Tapi dayaku terbunuh dingin hujan
Biarkan kini aku dinina bobokan rahasiaku sendiri
Biar nanti ku cari jawabannya "

" 16-17 November 2010 "

" Semakin jauh meninggalkan titik kelahiran dan semakin dekat dengan titik kematian . . ."

Tuhan, ini bukan perasaan yang mudah untuk diungkapkan dengan puisi, prosa, atau apapun itu.
Tapi yang aku tahu, beberapa hari yang lalu aku bahkan lupa mengucapkan syukur untuk setiap oksigenMu yang aku hirup setiap harinya hingga detik ini, untuk setiap memori yang aku simpan di otakku selama 17 tahun, dan untuk setiap individu yang aku kenal, keluargaku, teman-temanku.

Terima kasih telah membuatku "lupa", karena hari itu,
Kau ingatkan kembali melalui mereka . . .
Bukan untuk setiap barang dari lembaran materi mereka, tapi dari makna yang dikatakan padaku :
-"89" Jika angka itu dijumlahkan, maka akan menjadi umurku yang Tuhan berikan sekarang.
-"Lumba-lumba" Menjadi perantara do'a mereka. "Semoga Nadia bisa se-ceria dan se-pintar binatang itu."

Pernah sekali aku menulis kalimat seperti ini, "Agar tak ada lagi alasanku untuk mengeluh . . ."
Apa yang harus dikeluhkan lagi?
Apa lagi alasanku untuk tidak bersyukur?
Bodoh saja jika aku masih saja lupa.
Betapa kini aku 'kaya' akan segala hal.
Kalian tidak akan tahu seberapa besar peran mereka untukku.
Dan do'a-do'a itu, menuntunku untuk menjadi manusia yang lebih baik.

Terima kasih Ya Allah, this is my precious birthday.
Dan aku punya mereka, sebagai teman, sebagai saudara, sebagai keluargaku.











17 November 2010
"Ketika Tuhan memberikan ku yang terbaik . . . "

An article said, "Cinta itu buta" Coba pikirkan 1000x lagi!

1+1 = 1
"Hanya karena kamu adalah 'pasangan' seseorang, bukan berarti kamu mesti ngelupain pentingnya 'teman' atau orang-orang disekitar kamu. . ."

Menteri Perhubungan Australia, Anne Hollands, pernah bilang bahwa memiliki kebebasan pribadi itu penting meski kamu lagi dalam status 'pacaran'. Melakukan banyak hal bareng pacar emang seru, tapi kalau sampai kamu misalnya membatalkan latihan tim voli kamu demi bisa pergi nonton bareng pacar atau memilih hang out bareng temen-temen pacar kamu daripada temen-temen kamu, itu berarti kamu udah mulai kehilangan sebagian kebebasan kamu.
Menghabiskan sebagian waktumu bareng pacar bakal bikin kamu menjauh dari teman, atau keluarga.

taken from GIRLFRIEND MAGAZINE.

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1. pacaran=belajar mengenali
2. Pacaran=Belajar Menghormati
3. Pacaran=Semangat
4. Pacaran=Tukar Ilmu
5. Pacaran=Teman Curhat

taken from b'girl Magazine.
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BIG NO NO !!
Tidak akan menjadi masalah jika status pacaran itu membawa pengaruh positif dalam hidup kita. Tapi itu akan menjadi masalah jika pacaran dijadikan ajang untuk melakukan 'sesuatu' di luar aturan. Bagi kebanyakan remaja seumuran kita, making out or free sex are such an usual thing. -__-. Buktinya, lihat disekitar! Pacaran emang seru, kita jadi bisa punya seseorang yang bakal worry kalo kita kenapa-napa dan sayang sama kita, tapi semuanya bakal jadi memprihatinkan kalau status pacaran disalahgunakan, misalnya: cewek dan cowok yang pacaran dan udah ga malu buat mengumbar kemesraan mereka didepan umum, kemesraan yang kaya gimana? You think by yourself lah.(saya GA akan nulis gini kalo kemesraannya masih dalam konteks wajar). Selain pandangan teman-temannya jadi jelek ke mereka yang melakukan itu, orang-orang disekitarnya pun jadi risih. Sorry to say dude, tapi kita ga ngontrak didunia ini.
Dan menurut GIRLFRIEND MAGAZINE yang saya baca :
Pacaran sudah dikatakan tidak sehat jika :
1. menghabiskan waktu dan energi untuk mengurus sang pacar. (they're not a baby, are they?!)
2. mencoba mengubah pacar menjadi seseorang yang lain. (trust me, no one BETTER than yourself. Jika pacar kamu ingin kamu berubah, than he/she doesn't love you for who you are, it's time to find another guy/girl. Or, ask your boyfriend/girlfirend to change you become a superman)
3. meniggalkan teman dan keluarga demi pacar. (agh, we are educated person, so, we won't do that. Are we?!)
4. lips lock or other bitchy stuff jadi kegiatan utama kalau lagi pacaran dan akan lebih parah jika melakukannya didepan umum. (damn, such a whore. Do 'IT' nonpublic please?!)
5. dalam mengambil keputusan didominasi oleh satu pihak saja/selalu meminta izin ke pacar setiap kali kalian ingin pergi atau melakukan sesuatu. (For God sake, bagaimana dengan peran orang tua? is'nt it reasonable if you want to ask permission and you straight to your parents?! ta-da!? or maybe your girl/boy is your new parents hahaha no offence)
6. lebih banyak merasa bete dan stres daripada fun dalam menjalani hubungan. (. . . . . . . -__-")

Jadi, saya memposting isi blog ini tidak untuk memojokan seseorang, ya mungkin sedikit tapi bukan itu yang jadi kesimpulannya. Yang terpenting adalah, "Kita bisa membawa diri dan bertanggung jawab terhadap diri kita sendiri ketika semua hal disekitar kita tidak lagi memiliki harga untuk dijadikan panutan. . ."

No offence ya. Ini hanya pandangan saya saja. Saya bersyukur jika ada yang setuju, dan untuk yang tidak setuju, God bless you guys. We have our human rights for everything.
Thanks to Girlfriend Magazine and b'girl Magazine.

NADHIEZT, OUT.

Got some questions ? I got the answer !

- If you trust someone then one day she/he lies to you. Do you still keep your trust to them?
Well it depend on about what she/he lies to me. Everybody lies sometimes, so maybe I'll give them a change. But, when a lie get worst, then they NOT worth to be the person I give my trust to.

- Are you surrounding by inspiration people in your life?
Yeap, absolutly. First my mom, she's always be my best friend, an awesome mom that you couldn't even imagine. Then my dad and my lil' brother. And my sister, she knows me then I know myself. She's always there when something's getting worst. And some close family, I've learned soooo many things from them. And all of my friends, they all fun to be with, We can act like a fuckin' idiot and it's just cool. I love pass my day with 'em.

- How's your future will look like?
How can you even ask me that? I have never been live at my future's life :p. Well, maybe I will have a husband with a kids, I will living my dream, Work with a large salary. Oh and I'll go to Mekah with my family. How's that?! It would be great future.

- Can you describe your character or behavior changing from a kid into teenager?
Not really, but I'll try. First, when I was a kid, I was like the best moody person ever in the world. I could mad easly, and that was bad. But now, I can more control my feeling of something. I'm more patient now, I have learned how to appreciate things. Well maybe I can say, 'I'm change to be a better part of me'. Oh and I used to be love metal or gothic band, music with hard sound, like slipknot, within temptation, lacuna coil, etc. But I just realize, today I spend my time for hearing a song like Demi Lovato, Craig David, something lke that. But, yeah I still love slipknot with the gank.

- How's your first impression of meeting someone new?
I'm scared. LOL :P. Nawh! I don't have any impression about meeting someone new. Maybe I just have to say, "Hello stranger. . ."

- Tell about your childhood thingy ;p?
My childhood was awesome, even I have to spent my day at my uncle's house cz my parents got their work everyday. In the morning I stayed at his house, then my dad picked me up in the evening when my parents came back from work. It was so sad remembering how rarely I passed my day with my real parents, but I always know, they love me for being work everyday. But it was pretty amazing, so I feel like I have two parents. My uncle and my aunt, they're like my second parents. They treated me like their own daughter. So, I love them, like I love my mom and dad.
My sister said that I am independent girl. Well maybe she's right. When I was like 14th or 15th, there were so many reasons why I have to be like that. I mean, I'm not going to be a spoiled child, not for forever. The point is, my childhood days was absolutly amazing.

- Did you ever think like, "if only my life was not like this. . " ?
I used to think like that, when I was 14th or 15th, a problem that I would never tell to anybody. But now, what?! HELL NO. What can I say? I love my life, who doesn't anyway?! I am not gonna change my life for anyone, for anything.

- What was the last thing that make you the happiest?

:) smiling to someone and I got the return with a wave. Oh and I just passed a lesson of my exam today. Yayy!! :D

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

If you ask me, Do you have a reason why you love me?

Reasons I Love You:
1) The way you stand by my side
2) When I'm sad, you take the pain away with a joke
3) How you always know what to say when I get mad at you
4) The way you act like a stupid guy but make me laugh
5) The way you're not embarrased to say or do anything in front of me

6) When I'm feeling the worst, you make me feel the happiest
7) The way we play stupid games, but you play anyways
8) How you tell me long stories that have no meaning, but you know I'll listen
9) How you forgive me when I do wrong
10) I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am

11) the way you laugh
12) Your terrific sense of humor
13) How I love to hear your voice.
14) Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world
15) You're never boring

16) We can talk about everything or nothing--it's always okay with you.
17) The way you know how to bring a smile to my face
18) When you're around, everything's fun.
19) I love your smile...I really do. =)
20) The way I like sharing crazy times with you

21) I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you
22) I like when I'm thinking about you, the only thing I can remember is the time we laugh
together
23) I love the way we glance at each other
25) I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away

26) I love your sense of humor.
27) I love your spontaneity.
28) I love when we were sharing the music through my headset
29) I love to be mad at you and you will ask me for forgiveness
30) I love reading a text from you


Some people say, "I dont have any reasons why I love you"
Mungkin sebenernya mereka punya, THEY DO HAVE A REASON. WE DO HAVE A REASON FOR EVERYTHING. Tapi mereka bilang kaya gitu mungkin karena terlalu banyak alasan sayang sama orang sampe ga bisa diungkapkan dengan kata-kata.

Take your pen, and get the paper. Write it!
Trust me, you do have a reason why you love someone. Bahkan saya punya alasan yang paling simpel :


"I love you, for being there at your desk at the morning except Sunday."

Nadhiezt. out.

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